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Been Thinkin’ About…The divine hag
The old Scots-Irish settlers in the Ozarks would know what I was talking about. The Cailleach is a weather-personification deity...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin’ About…The bitter March wind
The bitter March wind stirs the red oak leaves on the hillside, leaf litter heavy in the late afternoon. The sky has cleared, temperature...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin’ About…Underworld gains
There are no trophies. No suburban dad stories of the glory days, although I still smile when I remember outrunning the town's basketball ..

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About…The town with many doors
The river ice has broken up, white knife edges crushing together against the silt, framing the dark river island trees, smooth maples...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin’ About…Roses in a dark room
A dark bedroom, a single light. The lamp was a strange thing, heavily weighted, long, spindly neck, rough black charcoal-like texture of...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin’ About…Cake, ice, fog
I had been to the home of Silver Dollar City artist Joe Benjamin. Joe had talked of his pen-and-ink art while his wife Jan dished up bowls..

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin’ About…Molly Kathleen
The man was medium height, but looked tall to me. I was at the window, watching. He wore a brown tweed jacket and had nice shoes, glasses...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...Black Phillip
Devils Backbone, Devil's Promenade, Devil’s Well, Devil's Den — it is clear the early European settlers in the Ozarks held a preoccupation..

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...Just a bunch of bully goats
Insider note: Traditional food cans have paper wrappers and paper is made of wood pulp and wood pulp IS something goats eat.

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...Going down to Egypt
Blank pages can be scary things, just as are blank canvases. There is such fear in getting something wrong. Omission is far safer.

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About... Cedar gloom puppies
There have been traditional Christmases past, full of bright sun and icy snow and kicking the ice from boots, coming into a warm...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About... Big trucks and farmers all
The strength of myth is not in its falsity, but rather its truth hiding in plain sight.

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...The only place left
I remember how cold the air was in the lonely hospital garden that Saturday evening in late November. Winter arrives early on the central...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...Scary ghost stories
The rest of my short drive to the gym, my thoughts were occupied. What did I just see? A later drive down my street yielded no strange...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About... The dark moon quiet
On social media, photos of a vaunted city mall pop up on my feed. The theme is nostalgia. Back in the good old days, the post suggests...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...Red, orange, black
In-between spaces are dark and magical things. The in-between of mountain rock and prairie grass, the in-between of fall and winter, day...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...Broken sky promises
The back patio overlooked the park, both careful cement and proper green a testament to aging suburbia. Maples and fir frame the sky...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin'...The Sentinel Oaks promise
Our forest was still scarred by bulldozer tracks, now mostly overgrown. A crew had felled several of the old growth oaks on that 22 acres of

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...The picnic
Kindling fires smell different, all dried branches of elm and box elder. Neither are popular trees, especially box elder, as they scatter...

Joshua Heston
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Been Thinkin' About...All hallows passing
Few know my own wrestling with the holiday, how I loved it as a child, how I feared it as a teenager after one of my cousins was gunned down

Joshua Heston
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